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Beverly Bolea Mar 2021
I was a stayer for my whole life
and never tried to left someone behind

how to lose my patience?
if leaving you is the only thing
that would be the most nonsense

I used to brood over my waiting
I'm thinking of what we were heading

as I know
waiting is a conundrum
it is hopeless until it becomes your doldrums

your tears presumes that I was its pillow
that makes comfy
my smiles used to make you happy

as my long term's crony

but... what if...
what if the person who's waiting for you,
now prefers to what you used to?
Beverly Bolea Mar 2021
π™Όπš’ πš‹πšŽπš•πš˜πšŸπšŽπš
𝙸 πšŒπšŠπš—'𝚝 𝚐𝚎𝚝 πš–πš’ πšπš‘πš˜πšžπšπš‘πšπšœ 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚒𝚘𝚞,
𝚈𝚘𝚞'πš›πšŽ πš•πš’πš”πšŽ 𝚊 πš–πšŽπš•πš˜πšπš’ πš’πš—πšœπš’πšπšŽ πš–πš’ πš‘πšŽπšŠπš
π™Όπš’ πš•πš’πšπšπš•πšŽ πš‘πšŽπšŠπšŸπšŽπš—.

π™Ήπšžπšœπš πš•πš’πš”πšŽ 𝚠𝚊𝚟𝚎𝚜,
𝚈𝚘𝚞 πšŠπš›πšŽ πšžπš—πšπšŠπš–πšŠπš‹πš•πšŽ
π™°πš—πš πš“πšžπšœπš πš•πš’πš”πšŽ πšπš‘πšŽ πš πš’πš—πš,
𝚈𝚘𝚞'πš›πšŽ πšœπš™πš˜πš—πšπšŠπš—πšŽπš˜πšžπšœ.

𝙸 πš—πšŽπšŸπšŽπš› πš‹πšŽπš•πš’πšŽπšŸπšŽπš πš’πš— πšπš˜πš›πšŽπšŸπšŽπš›,
πš—πš˜πš πšžπš—πšπš’πš• πš’ 𝚜𝚊𝚠 πš’πš˜πšžπš› 𝚎𝚒𝚎𝚜
𝚈𝚘𝚞'πš›πšŽ πš•πš’πš”πšŽ πš•πš’πšπš‘πš
πš†πš‘πš˜ πš•πš’πšπš‘πšπšŽπš—πšœ πšžπš™ πš–πš’ πšπšŠπš›πš”πšŽπšœπš πš—πš’πšπš‘πšπšœ.
Beverly Bolea Mar 2021
its like flying through an endless dark void.
its something that you can't easily avoid.
its a feeling that always lingers inside you,
like a dark stained permanent tattoo.

it felt like i was standing on a tall ledge,
just waiting for something to push me off the edge.
but now im just continually falling into a void leading to nowhere,
casually struggling just to breathe some fresh air.

all i can feel is nothing but complete emptiness.
as i walk through life seeing nothing only but darkness.
i will walk through this path patiently alone.
waiting just for someone to come tag along.

it was never like this in the beginning.
i used to be a naive child that was always grinning,
now im locked up in my room crying my pain away,
wishing someone could've stayed and made it all go away.

i was never truly alone, but it somehow felt lonely.
people were around me but can't seem to understand me.
i was like a new language waiting to be deciphered.
but all i ever wanted is to be heard.
Beverly Bolea Mar 2021
It's making me crazy, it's driving me mad
Every time that you make love to my mind
Hold me close and take it deep
Just like the conversations I'll always keep

Intertwine your soul with mine
Our love's aging like a fine wine
Be rough with me in the bed
Of your thoughts and tell me how they bled

Show me your flaws, I wanna see those scars
Take my hand and feel as if the world is ours
Keep it going, oh, please don't stop
Feed me with your words nonstop

You undressed me, now I’m naked
Exposed, no regrets, unafraid
For I have wandered everywhere to find
A soul that would finally match mine

Grateful that it’s you, it always has been
Now, why don’t you kiss me once again
And with these walls I’ll slowly lower
For you to gently enter
Beverly Bolea Mar 2021
Everything is silent, everyone is asleep
Except me who can't get to sleep
You're still on my mind, going on a streak
You're always on my mind as if I'm in some kind of trick.

Such power those smile of your have,
Smile that kept my whole body warm
From this world full of sunshine and storm
And kept my heart from further harm.
Beverly Bolea Mar 2021
in this chest of mine still resides
all those bad memories that got me scarred
where the me and the me from the past collides
locked up and struggling, afraid to move forward

but then you shined your light in my life
colored my life like an artist
i cant wait for the day that you become my wife
because in your eyes, i feel catharsis.
Beverly Bolea Mar 2021
Let me undress you
To see the bright colors in you
Let me remove those mascaras
Even the costumes and everything that is fake in you
Let me undress you
Not the litteral one
Where can I see you in ****
But instead in the way
Where can I see you in new
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