i want to stand on a roof,
drive so fast i could die,
lay in the middle of the road,
just so i can feel something other than this

i know that healing isn’t linear
that it’s full of highs and lows
but when the highs are euphoric
and the lows are like storms
it’s hard to question if you’re healing at all

but there’s beauty in a storm
and euphoria can be addicting
that’s why rainbows exist
and why there’s drug addicts