the cat knows my tears better than anyone at 12 am, she slithers near me and watches the sad teen cry his eyes in a millions ways doesn't understand that the past keeps slipping in his way. gnawing at his appetite and chewing on his brains. ******* hell, i have been crying for three days, and mother calls and she's reminding me of everything i shouldn't miss this is the third night, i've cried salty tears and held my sobs in sticking to my lungs i **** the time and fall asleep. wake up next time.