His breath mingles with the steam from his coffee. Across the table she stirs her tea remembering the way the words used to flow so easily smooth and fast and perfectly understood. And how he brick by brick built a dam one "sure" and "yeah" and "idc" at a time leaving her on read for days which to her seemed an eternity She used to love him maybe she still does yet the feeling of dread and quiet, damp sadness is something she cannot bring herself to shove away. What if, in finding hope, she unearths some long-forgotten pain? These days she doesn't cry over him just thinks of what could've been if they had been different people.