In my world,
its dark and gray.
No color, No life...

Its all about everybody but me.
No body cares..
so I end up cutting just one more time.
just hoping that I wont awake.

once again,
I start to pop some pills here.
I feel dizzy, light headed.
I feel so dazed.

so many times I have done this,
hoping I wont awake.
this world of mine,
just wont let me die.

why am I still here?
so I start to over dose.
the next day I feel pain.
so I cut just my last time.