I always thought that being in love
was the best feeling to be felt
I adored all those who claimed to be in love
I envied those that seemed happy
Then i fell in love with you

I came to realize,
All i saw or thought i saw
were illusions...

Love was painful to me
or maybe it's because i fell in love with you and not you with me
because i had all fantasies printed deep in my mind
As i grew to love you,, you just looked at me and continued tolerating me

Now i don't know, if i should fall again..
fall for the next person
or stay in this state..
Admiring what seems to be love,, from a distance