In the living room You watch the candle burn beside the window, Your eye fixed upon the black tether Between the wax and the light. A wick is a quiet clock, And memory is a deep held breath You cannot expire. There is nothing beyond the glass You wish to see, And you would shut the blinds But do not wish to move. When a child dies, the world closes like a fist. Apology becomes the fossil of promise. You keep digging until you are sorry for everything, And you keep lighting candles until a phoenix rises. But it never does.