Here I am Staring at the man I used to be Here I am Staring at the man I have become Remembering all the things I've done All the battles I have won And all the ones I have lost I have fallen And I have stood tall I've had everything And I've had nothing at all Here I am Staring at the man I used to be Here I am Staring at the man I have become All these things that I have done make me complete These memories in my mind that will never recede I have been blinded by optimism And I have seen reality I have hidden my pain deep inside So no one would see I have watched myself fall apart And I have put myself back together I have won and I have lost The respect of many I have seen and I have heard The words that burn my being Here I am Staring at the man I used to be Here I am staring at the man I have become I have crashed and I have burned I have lived and I have learned I have drowned in the abyss And I have flown to the stars above I have hated and I have loved I have killed and I have died I have laughed And I have cried Here I am Staring at the man I used to be Here I am Staring at the man I have become All these things that I've done All these things that made me Who I am today