you guys ever think about the things you did and think "what the ***" what the *** what the *** I can not believe that I have done that Anyways all of the things I have done are now in the past and it is now up to me to make a better life and all of that for sure I have so much to look forward to but at the same time it is so scary and it is so strange to even think about the past The past is a dark place but I have so much to get done right now we will talk later okay?