should I have told her?
I sit alone on weekdays
to find a space that touches the sun
I remember how the debt collectors
want a handwritten letter
I pen-pal a girl from Oregon
these days my socks are always *****
and I don't remember his middle name
I like it this way
Saturn is mean to me
she wants me to be strong
you have to understand this
I go far to find home
and always take her with me.