You don't understand,
Understand why I'm sad.
Sad & very mad.
Mad at what I had.
Had to leave you though.
Choked me months ago.
Had to get away .
Away from all the pain.
Pain, is all I feel.
Never ever gain..
Wish I wasn't real.
Wish IT wasn't real.
& there's this other girl,
You say she's your whole world.
But what about me?
That's what I used to be...