We often go by what we see or how we feel.  Today, the sky appears so gray with the snow lying on the sides of the road. But somewhere above those clouds the sun shines the sky is that beautiful blue we miss in the winter times. Often we feel inadequate taking care of others forsaken ourselves to the point of exhaustion. We often feel alone and want the misery to end. The truth is we are never alone, we are loved. The feel of inadequacy will leave us soon enough. The feeling of being near the end, its a lie we tell ourselves. Reach out take the love by the hand. We are needed. We will prevail. The tears we shed everyday in that fleeting moment are what we water our hopes with. Believe me I've hit the end a few times. My beautiful angel is always there. Love does win out in the end. For it was the tears, the heart ache, the point of giving up, that watered our hopes and caused our love to grow stronger. Faith, now that's the part I'm talking about today. It's not what we see or feel that matters. It's applying that knowledge and trusting it. It will come to pass. Faith, hope, love, it's the reason I'm here.

Dedicated to my love, Special K