You used to compare me to an angel
That I was your one phone call
That we could bury a body together
Be friends into our 80’s
I remember as friends, when you told me you loved me...
Now when I think of you
I think about your ghost
Something I was feeding that I wanted so badly to touch me...but went right through me

When I came home from work
I read the letter and saw the key you left for me...
My heart dropped into my stomach
A pain that physically hurt deep in my chest, I couldn't breath
It was one of the saddest moments I’ve experienced
It reminded me of death, a sudden missing

Now I’m in a process of mourning
...
Mourning your loss