Pierce my heart so I don't have to live to see tomorrow
I just want to enter an eternal dream state where nobody can follow
I'm on thin ice surviving on a soon to be flatlined lifeline
And if I could create a new timeline I'd walk out the sunshine and sit on the sideline
I'm stagnant or maybe that's what my mental's saying
It doesn't make sense to carry on because my positivity's decaying
No motivation for the future so why bother with gifting me the present
It might be a little unpleasant but I'll soon be evanescent
I'm not heaven sent or hell bound and mentally I'm not sound
So if tomorrow ever comes I'll be nowhere to be found
You'd think this was a joke but what if tomorrow I never woke
What if I became mute and never spoke
Better yet how'd I end up in this situation ready to send in a letter of resignation
Why do I want an endless vacation at my final destination
Guess the horror of living alone scares me more than the pleasure of dreaming forever
I'm just a puppet waiting to be used for the better
Only one thing on this earth would make opening my eyes worth while
Maybe I'd shut up sprinkle a bit of hope and advertise a faint smile
I want my head to feel the soft touch of a woman's chest
With my body gripped by hers while laying on her pillow like breast
But we can't all get we want, so that just about sums
What I think would happen If Tomorrow Comes