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Feb 2021
Everyone's happy but me,
Everyone's wealthy but me,
Everyone's in love or falling but me,
instead I'm just falling,
Deeper and deeper into my own hole I call an empty being,
Everyone's smiling and not pretending,
Everyone has someone to hold and fending,
Everyone's successful and living and breathing,
But me, I feel like I'm suffocating,
I feel like I'm stuck,
I feel so alone,
I feel no one wants me because where I'm at now,
I feel so useless,
I feel so...not me,
I feel so out of place, like this isn't home.

Every soul is drifting,
Every past is leaving,
Everyone I thought as friends are now depleting,
Like every step I've tried to make has all gone to waste,
Like living in a home with bird cages that I cannot escape,
And me just feeling like I don't belong, just makes me feel more out of place in a world that's filled with love,
Feeling like my time is almost up,
Like everyday is draining me, until that day finally comes,
But I never end up doing it because what's the point,
People that I knew will start to care, no,
People that knew me will start to care... and I don't want that,
People that knew me will start to support me and I don't want that,
People that knew me would start to cry and I don't need that,
I would rather feel what everyone else has instead of feeling so down in the dump,
Until my body is six feet under, I'm gonna try to live my best life until my time is up.
Samora
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Samora  25/F
(25/F)   
80
   Imran Islam
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