when* did this happen again? when did i start staying awake at night, stuck inside my own thoughts? when did i turn back into this person? what happened to me? what can i do? who do i turn to? no one who can figure me out, if i can't? no one why why does this keep happening. why am i writing these words that no one will see, no one will care. nothing will change. so, how do i proceed?
with caution. scratch that. throw caution to the wind.