18 days left now, since when was that an eternity? I know it's been 30 already, but it sure as hell feels like it. 18 days until the countdown ends, and then I guess I could say that a new life begins. Less than three weeks I tell myself, then I can look into the brilliant blue eyes. They won't be blurred by the camera, because skype just isn't the same, or hidden behind my own digital reflection in your glasses. I can run through the city with you, sit on the beach, and watch contentedly as a brightly burning sun kisses the ocean goodnight. But that's 18 days away, and that seems like an eternity from now. Whatever the case, it's been a month and I love you, so I can wait.