I thought it was over that I could continue choosing to see and be seen and I wouldn't feel it anymore
But I can't do anything about this it's not me I'm not choosing this this feeling of intense isolation it takes months to be built who knows how long to tear down again
again
I'm exhausted.
I feel an elastic bubble inches around my entire self separating me I push and push and push and nothing breaks it only bends with me and I'm trapped