I don't care what you do to me.
If I love you, and you ask me to stay, I will never walk out on you.
Never ever. That is my promise.
And I am fully aware that it makes me a ******* idiot.
I know it makes me permanently "the weak one".
I get that that means I will always get my heart...ripped out, but I don't care.
Because at the end of the day, I can fall asleep, and nobody's face comes into my mind when I shut my eyes, tear stained and broken down,
Nobody's voice pleads me from memory to give them one more chance.
I don't have to regret hurting the people I love like that.
Cause you can be **** sure that if I love you and we end, I won't be the one who gave up.
I can't. I can't do it.
I can't love someone and give up on them.
I'll be walked on and beaten up and harassed and hurt for it my whole life, but that is who I am.
I can't leave if I love you and you ask me to stay.
(Hell, I can't even leave if I love you and you don't ask.)
I don't quit on people. I don't make them feel that way.
Not ever.
If I'm with you, if I feel for you the love I am fully capable of,
There is nothing you can do that will make me leave for good,
Nothing you can force upon me that is unforgivable.
I'm stupid for that fact,
I'm going to get beat to hell with that fact,
And I am **** proud of that fact.