She does not shout, she’s the color of mirror and the shape of song. She whispers that she loves herself; she’s clarity in the absence of reason, perched on the apex of pain. She hurts like my stomach on my birthday, glaring red beneath my sleepless eyelids. She was firstborn from darkness and sprawls fleshly into light. Hers is a compass with a hidden true north, a tapestry woven of all love and evil. She’s poster tack stuck to the wall, in little shapes like a near-cloudless day. She is all we can pretend to know, the only thing we create and never fully understand.