All my life has been is a constant flow of anger and anxiety and its ******* killing me.
It's stopped me functioning normally.
Whenever it got too bad I would just drink myself into a stupor in an attempt to drown my sorrows.
The feelings of anger and anxiety rise to the surface and leave me making even more regrettable decisions.
I'm anxious about being so angry and I'm angry at myself about being so anxious.
Both of those feelings have ****** up too many things for me and I don't want to let it ruin anything else.
I would end it all but I'm too anxious to finally get rid of the anxiety