I watched him eat a teaspoon of sugar everyday
But today was different
He ate his teaspoon of sugar
Like he did the day before
Then looked me in my eyes and said
"I'm all sugared up, baby love"
Wait! But there's more

There was a brief moment of silence
Laughter broke out and filled the room
That was the happiest moment of my dream
Now reality made it seem
Impossible to reach those kinds of highs
Longing for them again
I dream
Every night
Just to feel a bit, a slight
Chance to be in the moment when
Happiness was made of teaspoons of sugar
But that was back then
Back when
He loved the inner part of my mind
And would find
The clusters of I was