I arrive back at my cave, after a long day in prison. The stress is pushing me like a piston. My head is fuzzy. I’ve been moved into a strange position. I feel cold air. The hairs in the back of my neck have risen. A ghost? No, it’s a creature. I see it. It’s hands are the most bizzare feature. It’s so cold. I’m face to face with the grim reaper. I look at it, I feel as if I’m being ****** in. I push it away and it grabs my arm. My head rings, loud like a fire alarm. The hands let go, sharp stinging pain. The creature disappears and it begins to rain. I can’t feel my heartbeat anymore. I relax as I lay on the floor. I fade into a trance. Tomorrow is a new day. My arm is sore. Hopefully one day I can wish for more.
A poem about one of the first times I started cutting