Petal kisses
                                                     trailed my body
                       once upon a time
                                                  
             ­    I felt you come into me

                            as I cried out and you held  me
                     ..............

                                         I spoke of joy,
                             cried again
                                              and
          
                                                         yelled out for-  you            

                                       And once more
                              
                        because of the the  pain,

                                      I lost
                                       loved and
                            gave up too soon,          
                                         what to do
                        
                       when too many times          

                      you've been my man
                         even as
                I pushed you so far away-
                                                    
                         it was harder & harder
                            to come back,
                  
                                      whats left

                                      when    
                                       
                     all you do is give me "you"        
                                    
                           ­                 and

                      I give half of me
                 ............
                           I'm scared
                                  
                             ­     worried and
                            don't want to


                           be here

              don't like living this way

                               yet I stay right in your arms

                                again& again
                                                      ............
                          
                            I wont fail again

                         wont fall anymore
                                  
                                    
                                        then again
                                        
                              I already did,          

                          sinking low      

                       so low
                                      
                                        I find myself                
                                 looking
                  
                          to you for a life line
                                          
                     ­                    a life time of happiness is mines
                                            
                                            if

                I'd take that leap with you          
                            
                  a leap of faith

                   is all your asking          
            
                                   ­    but
              
                       I can't commit
             cuz        
            
            in all honesty
                        
       I belong to him
    
                    (someone else)

                                      Always Me Ayeshah