Everything keeps building up it's reaching the point where it's going to spill over like a *** of boiling water I don't even know what to do anymore I don't want this to keep going the way it is I don't even bother checking my phone anymore because I know that there's going to be nothing there. every day is so ******* dry I keep thinking about doing it more and more they aren't working they did at first but I feel like they are starting to do what everybody else is doing giving up on me I guess it's time For me to give up too.