Collapsing into myself…
My body feels too heavy and so very empty at the same time.
Pulled down by the weight of not wanting to go on...
I have found myself slipping, once again trying on the thoughts of…
’I want out’.
I feel terrible.
Physically I am bone weary tired, bleeding and empty, filled with pain.
I wander around,
lost and confused…
unable to grasp onto any reality.