Forlorn .. Sad end....crestfallen
So ******* mad .....    
I should have called ..an um
I .......m so sorry
My gosh its been such a fun ride .... I wish Id stayed by your side ......
Like when. ......
I was a child
You always called me wort....
Or pumpkin ......
Or Ya Son.
Oh my God
I miss you ....
Ive never really ever felt this dumb.
My last true north...  
This will be the last season
Theres no reason to move forth
Please Dad ..........  
You have to hear me .....
You mean the world to me ...
You are a legend .
A stronger man
A ladies man
A charmer
Charlatan
Pain in the ***
More than anything
My last and best friend
And moreso thee
Best Father ......to me
I can never go fishing
Hiking
Rock hounding
.......
Anywhere or do anything
Or go on living
Without you......
Where did. .......the.........
What am I
*** happened .........
To me
Last thing i said to you
.....I Love you DAD..
Ill see you soon.

I cant thank you enough
I miss you so much....
Its odd.......
Its seems quieter. ...
All expectations
Fear and laughter gone
I dont want to move on
I just want to sit here and
Reminisce in silence
I dont want ta miss another memory ...........
Or......
Exist.......
The pain
Will
Dissapear.