Today I went back to the place that was the place that broke me. I knocked on that door in desperate hope you'd be there. I asked if they knew you or had any old mail with your name on. The young male at the door looked at hes girlfriend, is despare. A young anxious desperate girl at there door. They promised they would be intouch. Il forever live with that hope i will find you and see you again. I see you every day, your everywhere. I hear your voice, Your calling me everyday. I just cant control it. I see you cradling my baby in your arms. It took 6 years to ask for help then they palm you off and take you as some young girl with depression. This is deeper, powerful, sadistic. This trama has ruined me. You could come home & fx everyday maybe one day. Il keep listening to you. Il never get helped or believed so i suppose you will always be here. I love you in a weird way.