Sometimes I hear a voice inside or me

Echoing that I need more

And I silence it

Because I am loved for the first time ever

I hear it trying to escape me

I feel it telling me to do bad things

Be reckless

No, be free

But I silence every urge

This is what I want

This is what I need

Let me be cradled by love

Let me melt into oblivion and forget any sinful though that ever passed through my mind.

Let me be satisfied with all the I have.

I do not want to be greedy.