Oh how it hurts
Words cannot describe
How life’s surprises
Can make one want to die

Yet I am stronger than you
What you did isn’t through
I will prevail
As life is my avenger

The knife you planted so well
I refuse to acknowledge
So when you see me
Don’t think you have won

I can live without you “friend”
You will suffer far more
Though I am the one that bleeds
The further I go with this thing in my back

Your world will continue to crumble
As you are seen for who you really are
Will it be me that returns the favor
Never for I have way to much class
To ******* over or in the ***

So keep your own counsel
You no longer deserve my ear
When you are found wanting more and more
Do not knock on my door

I will bare the pain of betrayal you see
In the end it is better this way
You deserve everything you get
And then some I do not jest

Look me in the eye
I dare you
Face me again
I double dare you

I put you on notice
No longer your punching bag
Your tongue is forked
One side for your truth
One side for some other truth

In the end the real truth will reveal
How ******* up your world really is
And the knife in my back
Will dissolve over time
All you will ever do is whine

I am deliriously happy so you know
Since it is all sunshine and no snow
Take your knife you slime
Stick it where the sun sure doesn’t shine
You are dead to me
I never thought the day would come

When I would consider you nothing but a ***
Garbage on the street
Not even worthy of my feet
I walk on by and will smile
When you drown in your own web
That you weave day by day
Week by week

Good luck old friend
Your happiness is short lived
You know I am right
I guess that is why the knife
Yet I am to good to give it back to you

Stay out of my life
Stop causing me strife
**** on your own life
**** yourself and then someone else
I am no longer accepting deposits
From a **** or a SOB

If the shoe fits wear it
I never turned away
Until this very day
Because while I slept
You deliberately hurt me

Its funny though you see
Your secret will come out
He will find out what you do and don’t
So keep pretending you are so good
In truth you deserve one another
One manipulator to the other

Keep clear of me or you will see
My words don’t just fit this sheet
They can be used effectively
When pushed past the stabbed back
Into a corner I will come out
With my victory

Stay in your hurtful world
I will stay in my solid happy one
Fight til there is none left in you
Then and only then
Will you be worthy of another real friend
And even then I do not know if ready you will be
As you would have to feel
What every other has felt
From your world

As the saying goes
**** me once shame on you
**** me twice
Shame on me
In the end I will WIN!


Written by Niyahlove
Jennifer Humphrey