This is the burden hammered into my palms now hoisted dug into the heart of the vault, stabbed, where throbs life - as the sky weeps in pain, is this the way of the promised land? Orgiastic masochism of the spectator-voice that dictates to lunatics, verses we hold high. Distant pierced by the chasm I laboured forth, heavy on my shoulders weary, whipped on, scorned pride crowned of thorns; Or dark the recompense, in this world of transaction, razor-line between heaven and mammon? So transfigured must rise from the dead, parched famished thirsting for redemption, firmament carrying the cross of your love, beyond life