He sips from a bottle Drinks his emotions that he bottles He struggles with his looks Judges his self to feel better He even wrote a pros and cons letter He's drinking too much With his family and friends he's no longer keep in touch Drank them by a dozen Drunk calling a cousin Trying to find comfort but found nothing He lost everyone's trust By drunk dialing too much I don't think he gave a **** any more He's lost and don't want to be found with the heart he tore Hes silently sobbing while he struggles to stay sober Pillahots round after round till there isn't any more **** the world tell him something that's a new flaw that he already doesn't know Put his *** back on that ghost mode