I don't walk that road anymore
I don't drive that gravel anymore
You probably don't remember my eyes,
They shined bluer that night
then ever before
I still don't dance,
And I really only like holding hands

But I hope you're happy
I hope you still dance
I hope they ease the pains
that I couldn't erase
I hope she's everything
I could never be

I've been drowning
ever since I can remember
My eyes blend in
with the ocean floors water
So you'll never see how
I still die when I remember your name

Frozen at the bottom,
every so often I break free
Whenever I think of that day
Resurface to consume air
Only to inhale lungs full of water
And maybe one day
I'll let my self go,
Drift to your level

And maybe it'll be fields of flowers,
Maybe it will be rocks and flames,
Or maybe it will be empty
Like the feeling of you forgetting my name