If only time were kinder
Then I would have met you under different circumstances
If only fate were as forgiving
Then I wouldn't be here writing my regrets

I will never be the person of your dreams
I have no misgivings about it
But I shall not lie so believe me when I say
It fills me with sorrow to come to terms with it
It would be a lie when I say I would be happy if you're happy
For just the thought of you with someone else kills me

But We have all to come to terms with the reality we are faced with
And I with mine
We can only be grateful for the chances we are given, for the moments we get to share with someone.
I hope someday this heart heals
I hope someday I get to forget you
If only forgetting memories of you were as easy as falling asleep
But in truth you've etched your presence in me
It's a blessing and a curse
I'm sad but I'm glad
I'm angry but I find comfort in it
This weird melancholic feeling
It's hurts well it hurts good

You'll never know how I felt
Because what you don't know can't hurt
And I don't want to hurt you
Because somethings are more beautiful for the reason they are unobtainable
And so I'll swallow my feelings forever if I have to
Even if it means I'll be miserable forever
Because hurting you and you turning into a stranger hurts too much
And I'd rather live with the regrets of holding the truth in