A long time ago I learned how he loves me, he loves me not could be cheated and ever since I've tried to divide and subtract the miles from my bed to yours. No success has ever been mine for you are still too ******* far away and I am still drowning in the town I grew up in where nothing seems beautiful except for the roads I know could get me to where you are. I have tried to find the loop hole and have only gained a mind hooked on you and a heart that only falls for the sound of your voice, even though you're many miles away. Because time is defined and there is no form of transportation that guarantees a life time with you, I am lost in my mind.