I'm aware that I'm not the first, I'll never be the first, I consider all the possible consumption, I've implied that you were the first, But you never stated I was.. First. The only one, That came to mind, Gradually never became problematic for me, Until once in a white moon, Frustration hits like rapid lighting, Your the epitome of both love and hate, Simply there's no telling if it's good or bad, Am I the lucky one? Or is it, You.