tomorrow when I wake up maybe I'll feel better
grab the needle and the thread and pull myself together
triple knot and burn that ****
yea cauterize the wounds
but the memory will last through many moons
and these scars will last forever
through whatever
I endeavor
sometimes it just seems
like I'm falling apart at the seams
like an old sweater
and I just wanna take my flaws and bury them like treasure
you'd think I was a diamond cause what I feel is pressure
some days I just feel lonely
looking in the mirror
I don't even know me
who's the dude in this reflection
it's not clearer
upon inspection
and the darkness that dwells within spreads like a **** infection
we're worried about objecting
this election
and covids got us stressing
so worried about others we spend no time correcting
our own imperfections
we're just floating in the water
we're surrounded by the sharks
just trying to stay afloat as we're ripped to parts
a nation divided
throw me off this plane cause I don't feel united
we use to stand together now I just feel alone
jotting thoughts into this phone
cause the crowds
can't gather here
let me **** up more please
hold my beer
as I sink in the misery
that's hitting harder than a twisted tea
and I just spread the hurt
sitting on my thrown I'm the emperor of dirt
you can have it all cause there's nothing left to give
this isn't what was wanted not how were supposed to live
the pain and stress makes us wanna collapse
and we're just hiding it underneath this mask