I remember towards the end of my parents marriage Their arguing was inescapable I tried to drown it out, but the screaming was too loud And the temptation of eavesdropping was too much I should have turned my music up I wish the things I heard could become unheard
My heart ached for both of them Because I'm sure they were just trying to figure out what went wrong and when And I'm not really sure how people go from lovers to strangers Because at one point they meant the world to each other But suddenly it seemed they were living in two different worlds
And I wonder if they were ever happy together Or if they were just putting on a show I want to believe they were once were in love, most of me believes it I guess I'd like to think my existence is from a place of love and not bitter resentment
I swear there was a time when they looked at each other like they shared some secret And smiled at each other with knowing smiles Now when they see one another their eyes are just filled with contempt And there's no trace of a smile on their strained lips
Which leaves me to question How does someone you know become someone you knew? How does someone who was your present, your future, so quickly become your past? How does someone who was your world become a memory fading out of existence? How does someone you love become someone you loved?