My past memories and experiences come to haunt me on the daily. I am crept up at the most unusual times and placed with a wave of sadness over my head. In these times where I am being tested and I am caught up in the pain of my past, I realize. That it is called my past for a reason. I am now in the present, in a much better, gifted state. I am confident, loved, beautiful, and I will get everything that I desire in this life. Ya Allah, I just pray that you help me through my journey. Ya Allah, all I yearn for is constant positivity throughout any experience that I go through Ya Allah, I pray that my father, my mother, and my brothers wake up everyday, being proud of their little princess.