It seems I been a bit dramatic, I did not realize the nuisance I have caused. It has become automatic and I should have paused my train of thought before it became derailed because I ought to change as the ship has sailed.
Apparently, I became so detached, time has become non-existant as the placement of my mismatched socks. But, at least I'm persistent and predictable as I do too much and too little at the same time. I have failed to prove this to be an acquittal, to change as the ship has sailed.