There are dark places, empty containers housing "rock bottoms" that I've put lids over. Vessels, that live with or without you cabinets that hold things I forgot I even put inside, rarely-used possessions that I've gathered over time - sometimes by demand, but most by no ask, at all.
I forget about what lives in my curio cabinet until I'm where the case was filled Until I'm where that intangible entree consumed me where I was burdened with your leftovers
A lid that opens up a little when I'm standing at the edge of the driving range - and the single swing of a stranger, a stroke, blows the cupboard open - a small yellow ball being hit by a 5-iron releases a feeling I'd forgotten to index, but I somehow still placed inside
What else is inside of me?
There are really dark places I can't find my way back to, no lock, no key, no entry card or subscription Just places in my collection, improperly categorized, - I can't find what's in there No signs, no arrows, no naming systems or classifications It's all too much
I can only see what's in my cabinet of artifacts when I go back to a place that held out a token to hand to me - a bauble, a gimcrack to take and to place in the archives, the vault of forgotten things.