As so many are blessed with their bundles of joy, or their happy announcements of expecting, I am reflecting on journey over the past several months. I have been blessed through an emotional time in my life. Something I never thought would happen for my husband and I, finally did, but ended up with sadness. This should be our first Christmas with “our little one” yet the unbearable pain knowing that we don’t have it is indescribable. As I am overjoyed for all of those with their little ones or their expecting announcements, I can’t help but feel jealousy and sadness.
If I can take anything from our situation, this is what I personally have learned...
I am blessed. We are blessed. Even under the circumstances. It is hard, frustrating and leaves us feeling empty, but a miracle did happen. That’s the positive within the negative. You’ll always be in our hearts and even though you never made it here, you are always with us.
Merry Christmas 💜