i've spent a long time falling
into the frost of my mind

staring at the stubborn eastern sky
for a chance that my night will end

but this fall feels less like frost
it feels like fire, sparks even

and this time, i've seemed to replace
my brain with my heart

clouds melted revealing constellations
always new planets, new stars
and never a lack of beauty

i've spent a long time falling
- but never like this

24.12.20