6:09 AM I am falling in love with red gold sheets, pillows caress my ears 7:27 AM with a jolt in my backbone I am straight, serenaded by blue jays and sparrows 7:51 AM nicotine, caffeine, shaking 9:50 AM reverted, shrinking amidst torrential broken noice, I am unsafe 11:01 AM tiptoeing to test the ground, I lay silently perturbed