Lonely Loneliness Black Void Consuming all Dull pain Heart aches It's eating Never ending hunger Devouring light And joy And laughter And cheer And my smile I forgot it I forgot my smile Muscles weakened People fill Not feel Irritation heightened GET OUT GO I DON'T NEED YOU Pity party Friend fiend Unrealistic expectations Sickness of the worst Hell fire tears Run dry through the year Maybe today It will stop