TW SUICIDAL THOUGHTS, LOSS
i hate the way i love you and i hate the way you're gone
i hate that i cant say goodnight so i'll lay up past dawn
i hate the way god took you and i hate the way you left
i hate that i'm still breathing while you've taken your last breath
it hurts that i can't hold you and that i don't know how to cope
for every plan that heals my pain leaves me hung by a rope
i wish i either got to say goodbye or i wish i never knew
cuz now i'm angry, greif filled, and numb
but i still love you so *******