This disgrace of civilization All the loathsome nonsense Under the cloak of war I wrote poems Engaged my deepest feelings Urging me on toward zipless ***** To swallow the poison Drop by drop Assurance of our own worthiness to exist The moral support, The encouragement, The relief The sense of loneliness These thorns held me tight I would rather be torn to shreds Holding heaven in my hands. To conquer my ugliness of distinction In this world of dogma...