Dec 2020
Hello Stephen, I'm your demon,
I see that morning,
No ambition to move,
No ambition to start the day,
Mind is running a million miles,
Did you remember to take your pill,
Or are you giving into the cravings,
For drugs and the alcohol again,
Did you remember that today,
Is today that day, you've failed,
You alway said that you've spoke your mind,
But constantly double checking,
Should I have said that, Should I have posted that,
Knowing that the whole world, won't accept that,
Sparking the hatred and the fact checkings,
Why are you crying, is it cause your hated,
That no one cares, no one loves you,
That you know you have no real friends,
That everyone despises you,
Because everyone was right,
Your pathetic, nothing more than a failure,
Trying to control yourself, and not go off the rails,
You should have listened to your teachers,
Maybe you would have been better off,
As a criminal, someone that done a crime,
Cause everyone hate you, all the time,
So what you doing, sitting here self loathing,
Maybe you should have listened to your family,
That they never wanted you,
Said that they wish that they should have aborted you,
Don't you understand that your life, been 9 years overtime.
Hello Demon, I'm just Stephen,
Stop with all these flies, all these lies,
I locked you away, it was you that found a way,
Back and i don't know if your here to stay,
Yes, your the reason my mind runs a million miles,
Every day that you say no to my smiles,
Yes, it you that made me this way, maybe I create you,
So I had a true friend to stay,
Maybe it was me that created you, to talk to,
To guide me through, but now,
All I see if that your no good, you betray,
Making me obey, fearful and faraway,
Maybe I am pathetic, maybe I am a failure,
But since I locked you away,
Look at what I done and achieved,
But now since 25,
You back and here to stay,
Drugs to help and trying to forget you,
Trying to be me, trying to say true,
But every day you push through,
We both know one day this will end,
Who be the winner and who will descend.
Maybe it time,
That I swung this all around,
Lock the door, pound on the ground,
Maybe it time,
That I spoke my mind,
No shield, No Lies,
From today till the last one dies,
It time I did this for myself,
You can stay inside,
Watch this, on how I say what I feel,
Overcoming what you drill in fear.
I see that morning,
No ambition to move,
No ambition to start the day,
Mind is running a million miles,
Did you remember to take your pill,
Or are you giving into the cravings,
For drugs and the alcohol again,
Did you remember that today,
Is today that day, you've failed,
You alway said that you've spoke your mind,
But constantly double checking,
Should I have said that, Should I have posted that,
Knowing that the whole world, won't accept that,
Sparking the hatred and the fact checkings,
Why are you crying, is it cause your hated,
That no one cares, no one loves you,
That you know you have no real friends,
That everyone despises you,
Because everyone was right,
Your pathetic, nothing more than a failure,
Trying to control yourself, and not go off the rails,
You should have listened to your teachers,
Maybe you would have been better off,
As a criminal, someone that done a crime,
Cause everyone hate you, all the time,
So what you doing, sitting here self loathing,
Maybe you should have listened to your family,
That they never wanted you,
Said that they wish that they should have aborted you,
Don't you understand that your life, been 9 years overtime.
Hello Demon, I'm just Stephen,
Stop with all these flies, all these lies,
I locked you away, it was you that found a way,
Back and i don't know if your here to stay,
Yes, your the reason my mind runs a million miles,
Every day that you say no to my smiles,
Yes, it you that made me this way, maybe I create you,
So I had a true friend to stay,
Maybe it was me that created you, to talk to,
To guide me through, but now,
All I see if that your no good, you betray,
Making me obey, fearful and faraway,
Maybe I am pathetic, maybe I am a failure,
But since I locked you away,
Look at what I done and achieved,
But now since 25,
You back and here to stay,
Drugs to help and trying to forget you,
Trying to be me, trying to say true,
But every day you push through,
We both know one day this will end,
Who be the winner and who will descend.
Maybe it time,
That I swung this all around,
Lock the door, pound on the ground,
Maybe it time,
That I spoke my mind,
No shield, No Lies,
From today till the last one dies,
It time I did this for myself,
You can stay inside,
Watch this, on how I say what I feel,
Overcoming what you drill in fear.
