and all I'd like to do is scream ******* at the top of my lungs. even though you don't seem to care that what you do to me hurts her and you probably don't realize the reason I don't respond is because I know how much it hurts her to see us fight even if she's not here she'd know and that's why I don't tell her the things you do as I normally would because she's hurting enough already and it doesn't seem to bother you very much.