I may sound like a crazy fool
But these feeling are real to me
Don't toss them aside and say to me,
That it's probably too much sugar in my diet
Or not enough exercise in my life
Even IF it is these things
I am in NO right place to receive them
I'll just dig deeper into the hole
No rabbit hole today, no,
There are not fun things to play with
But darkness deep inside, waiting for the day
When they can rule my body and mind
Not today, not today
No, one more day, please, one more day